Currently Listening Wings of a Butterfly By H.I.M. see related

well... xanga is literally out. myspace is in. so find mine if you wanna talk! (www.myspace.com/bryce1357900)

i have finally turned 16 and im lovin it. and meeting new boys that are your age and are bad little boys... *wow* what can i say!?! sry anna! but he's adordable!  and i think i might keep him! *haha* no school today. thank God! got crap to do this weekend and spring break is soon. *yay* im gettin excited about that! birdie is this weekend and i still dont know if im techin or not. i hope i can. but my parents are being gay... grrrrrrrr. they piss me off! so whippo. im done. pce. xoxo 

Currently Watching The Outsiders see related

so this isnt gonna be one of those long things.... ill make this short. #1. school is killing me. i have decided along with a few others that im going to fail out this semester. (french, alg. II, and chemistry) *sweetness*  #2. you all need to come see the mystery of edwin drood at phs theater from feb. 16-19. all tix are $5 and show starts at 7:30, except sunday which starts at 2:30. so come! #3. i found out im leaving for the summer. *thank the lord* so ya'll all have fun! (ill be in a whole different country and im not complaining) #4. i found out that it is always good to have friends who you can count on.  #5. swim season is over, so ill miss it till september. girls placed second in county behind bhs by 5 points. and our guys won. so we should hopefully dominate at state! and that pretty much sums up my life. (and forgot to mention, i have a brother turning 13 in less than 24 hours!) *screams in terror*

-kiddo

"i used to talk about killing myself all the time.  man, but i dont want to die now. it aint long enough. 16 years aint long enough. hell, i wouldnt mind it so much if there wasnt so much stuff i aint done yet, so many damn things i havent seen..."   

Currently Listening Photograph By Nickelback see related

so x-mas break hasn't been the best ever. but it's a chance to get away from school, so its' been nice. hope everyone had a merry christmas and happy new year. mine was aiight. major presents... my cell, money, belt and my new pair of vans. thats about it. but thats ok. b/c no one can get me what i really want. so im ok with that. the past three weeks... pet sit dogs and made me some money, saw narnia, yours, mine and ours, and the polar express at the ga mall (the imax version) my parents are werid... x-mas eve was spent at church, x-mas day was spent at my house, my uncle's house, and back to my house... and jeremy was home!  so im glad i got to see him! went to megan's b-day party, which was cool, then to st. mt. with my girls and we ended up spending the night at bekah's house and stayed up till 6:00 in the morning so i slept till 1:00 the next day. then my parents forced me to get up and go bike riding for 20 miles... again. (sarah knows all about that) my new years eve was spent babysittin 2 kids who both decided to wet their beds, so i had to change their sheets and their dogs were teriffied of fireworks and ran upstairs which wasnt good b/c one has hip problems and cant get back down. so it wasnt the best night ever. i think next year, ill go to a party since i havent been to a new years eve party in about 4 years b/c ive always been babysitting. so now its january and school starts tomorrow. *yay* you can tell im soo excited. *NOT* but its time to go back for me. when i've been home this long, and have cleaned my house as many times as i have, i want to go back to school. swimming is going good. i have been working really hard so i can make county in 3 individual events and i wish i could go to state, but i doubt that happens this year. i have my audition for the open call show thursday, and my next swim meet saturday night. and we're supposed to be swimming the number 1 girls team in the state, so i think we're screwed b/c our girls aren't that good. oh well. thats when the boys come in. (been driving alot too.) cant wait for the retreat the month. i need to get away from my family for a while. (just hope i dont have a meet) then thesbian conference in february. cant wait for that! (miss more school) but for now, im filling out applications and being bored. i guess ill see everyone tomorrow! pce. xoxo                                                                                                         

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

Currently Listening I Hate Everything About You By Three Days Grace see related

ok. ill make this fast and short… from when i left... tuesday, (6th), had my chorus concert and we did a lot better then i thought we would do.  7th, lug x-mas party. 8th and 9th, babysat children who refuse to go to bed... 10th, swim meet at 7:30 in the morning and went to bhs and saw "The Wiz." i think it was better at region... but it was still really good. 11th, thrasher's game... and they lost in the shoot out. (hockey is pretty cool!) this past week... i spent in the pool and studying. only to do horribly on my finals.  *kill me now* i hate my grades. but i guess they could be a lot worse. *screw it* 'esp. world history'. but thank God school is out now and i dont have to deal with teachers, ppl that piss me off, and just ppl in general. yesterday i was seriously drugged up. (i guess mixing things together isnt such a great idea.) and last night, was spent at lauren's house and i got to just have a grls night out which i have needed. (and sarah and lauren learned how to play cups) tonight, will be spent at mt. park pool while i swim in my varsity meet. *sweetness* (being sarcastic) tomorrow will be spent at church, a funeral, and my g-parents house b/c my g-mom insists we have christmas a week early. (what the?) w/e. and unlike last week which was a living hell... this week will be heaven since i have nothing to do except go swimming/ work out and work. and i dont have to deal with my parents since they'll be gone. (YES!) so ill prob. be bored a lot, but when am i not? (is that a shorter list??) and other then being stressed out and depressed about random stuff... i guess im ready for this week. and i really dont have much more to say. so im out. pce. xoxo                                                                                        *be safe and dont do anything too stupid!!*

</3 im torn into pieces </3

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Currently Listening I Caught Fire By Used see related

wow. ok. havent been here in a while. but everyone knows im busy. so you can all get over it! but startin from the 18th... me and heidi went up to gainsville, GA to see daniel and andrew play their basketball games. (and from my prospective, they did relle good. but they thought they sucked.) but they won all their games. *yay* saw a million ppl i havent seen and hung out with kt too. then we went back to the porter's and watched tv till we went home. then saturday, i was bored (most likely) and had my first swim meet up at bogan. and we slaughtered em', so it was all good. and daniel got his license! *yay* and then thanksgiving, and i cleaned my entire house, which is a total pain in the butt. i swear i wanted to put a gun to my head and kill myself wed. night. but the food was good on thursday! so i guess it was worth it. and the UGA vs. GT game was GREAT! 14-7 baby. i was proud of my dawgs! and i earned about $150 pet sittin dogs. then on the 30th i left for ashville, NC to go sing up at the grove park inn. (i like to move it move it...) we watched madagascar on the way up. and shrek 1 and 2 back. so i got my fill of movies. and we saw red eye, which was pretty good. and our singing didnt suck too bad, which was surprising. and we went and toured the biltmore house, which was relle neat. i enjoyed goin into the basement. and they had relle good chocolate. and the gingerbread houses were amazing! and we got to sing with piano man. and we went exploring at 1:30 in the morning. (im such a rebel child)  'some ppl know better then others.' hm... then got home round 3:30 friday, came home, washed my hair, and left again for fall out! AUH! it was absolutely amazing! (like always)  *WE LOVE UNHINDERED* they're wonderful! we had fun. alothough, me and brands got stuck in the kitchen working almost the entire time, but they're taking us to the mall and buying me clothes. so i guess its all good. (and i got a klondike bar) and i love those things! and it stormed last night, but we were all asleep, until we got woken up by it. and we didnt get to have free time b/c of the weather, so we watched the santa clause. then last night, after our meeting, we watched brookwood get demolished by lowndes! and then we watched the polar express. and my dawgs are now the new SEC champs. *hecks yes!* and now, im exhausted and am either going to go watch a movie and attempt to do my homework. and then im going to bed. im so tired i could fall over. these next two weeks are going to be a pain in the butt. finals, swim meets and other crap i have to do. chours concert is on tuesday and lug x-mas party wed. night. and i wanna go see the wiz at bhs. and we're goin to see narnia friday at mid-night. to get up sat. morning and go swim in a meet. (i am going to suck) *yes dance*im going to be so happy when i can actually sleep in. cuz it aint happenin for a while. *it sucks* and now its stormin and i gotta get off. love you! xoxo